Maybe...

A short text to express myself, I wanted to scream, cry, or simply do something to kill this horrible feeling, But what to do? If everyone is looking at me? What do without me feel worse before so many eyes? Where is that little corner where I could always get carried away by the feelings? I can not show myself weak, not again ... Not sure how one comes a strong girl, if I'm so weak and whiny. Maybe my courage cover my sensibility which makes me a normal girl? Nothing beyond the normal. I do not know where this is going, I decided to write just stop killing the hassle of knowing the truth, that nothing but a normal girl, that does not suffice for you, that you'll end up losing ... But I should know, there is no "always"!
I wrote the translator of google, just to complicate the understanding, because I do not know if I want to understand.